Lyrics ยป Like Findin' a Needle in a Ballpit

Petulance is building
And theres not enough room left inside my head
Serenity a revery
A bootless errand for the living dead
Why does it seem like
Im the only one still welting in the frost
-Abandon the flock to wallow-
The atrophy accelerates
With every disappointment waxin wroth
-to follow back-
A fenced heart makes a once strong love weak

And now faced with the sheer tedium
Of another rising sun
Breathing becomes a task so arduous
You could swear your lungs are hideous guns
Complacent miredIn your isolation
-Walls of panic guard the damage-
Im sordid and calloused putrescent
Ive abandoned the cause
-Re enforce the chains and bars-
The scent of blissful existence has been long forgot
-Bound to the brick casted out to the sharks-
A fenced heart makes a once strong love weak

Sober and awake in a pallid existence
Or drunken dejected
Bitter and cold
Remorse and RegretI forgive but cant forget
Im petty and Im jealous
I was born to be alone
Alone with my thoughts
And writing in tremors
I promise myself that next time Ill remember
The consequence of embracing
Some simple minded urge
But the same self destructive patterns re-emerge
So I repent
Theres nothing left to catch me now
Im destined to fall into that cycle
Of imprisonment Ill tally the wall
Now Im simply counting down
The rising moons

-From the gates to the gutters
Frozen in solitude
Solidify and occupy
The solipsistic heart of mine
From the gates to the gutters
Bitter isolation
Free and alone-

Cause freedom is lonesome
Theres ice in the furnace
And blood in the snow

A fenced heart makes a once strong love weak
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